what i think It actually is.
i’m tired of being sad. and i am so very very tired of people making me sad. these are things i have fully experienced. i have a tattoo of bacchus and i have a tremendous capacity for True Pure Fun. and fundamentally, i’m not an introverted person. i have unusual talents and i have had many unusual experiences. and i have been happy before, and i liked it.
and i just kind of realized all this.